Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts

March 10, 2010

Mockingbirds Know Who You Are

Extremely busy nowadays - March is always the worse month, I find. I have been averaging probably 4-5 hours of sleep at night... Severe anime backlog too :(

I started drinking coffee for the first time recently. I had never before drank coffee, it was all just tea. I was surprised that it seemed to work as I was no longer dosing off every 5 minutes in lecture, but I don't want to become dependent on it so I'm trying to limit its use to midterm days or Tuesdays (the long day). And wow, Starbucks coffee really does taste burnt, I should have used more sugar... I also want to try McDonalds, which is apparently having a free coffee promotion until this Sunday. Stangely, there aren't any McDonalds nearby the St. George campus except the one up at Bloor, so I would have to make quite a detour to go there.

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Anyway, another Sporcle update! Rather science-filled~

Anime Blitz: Opening Themes (clips)
Rapid-fire Anime Name That Tune, can you identify the anime by listening to short clips from their opening song? There's also an overlying theme common to all the songs, did you notice what it was?

Eponymous Diseases A-Z
In most of these cases, although it's called X's disease, X never really sufferred from the disorder. It's more of meant as an act of commemoration.

Serendipitous Inventions/Discoveries
The quiz promised from a previous post, can you name the inventions or discoveries made by chance, by accident, and probably by improper laboratory etiquette?

Animals Used in Scientific Research
My tribute to all of those rats that I had to work with over the past year.

January 10, 2010

"I'll add you to my travel partner list."

Halfway mark! Unfortunately this semester is much busier than the last, and I'm already worried about some of these courses from the first lecture. I'm also going to the lab in the mornings now so I'm actually taking the GO train. Not used to waking up so early again =_= However, it still feels better at the end of the day when compared to staying at the lab after classes until late. Hopefully my PI will give me a break this semester due to the workload and restricted lab resources...

This Christmas was such a needed break from everything. I tried to indulge in as much gaming as I could to clear some of the backlog before spring semester presents itself. Managed to get some Ogre Battle 64, Ouendan 2, Pokemon Rumble, Band Hero, and Nostalgia. Band Hero's subdued difficuly level is pretty good for GH/RB noobs like me who can only last on Hard difficulty, maybe eke out a few of the easier songs on Expert. Plus the songlist is less boring. Of course, I'm lucky the game supports the RB drum which is the one I had. Somehow I think the RB drums feel a lot better to play on compared to the GH drums.

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New Year's wasn't spent anywhere special, but was enjoyable nonetheless. Have a great 2010, a year which we can finally pronounce again as two two-digit numbers!

First thing eaten in 2010: Turtles chocolate (again, seems to be a theme)
First thing drunk in 2010: Some Chardonnay wine from Pelee Winery
First thing played with in 2010: Band Hero (I didn't manage to get drunk, probably would have been more fun that way)
First thing resumed in 2010 after celebrations: UTAMA foruming, I think

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Just today I finally found a frame for the piece of artwork I got many years ago from Epcot in Florida's Disney World. I think it's called Oriental Letter Art, where you can have someone's name or a message written out in fancy oriental characters which consist of various symbolic elements. They paint using this cool flat-tipped sponge and bright watercolours. I'm pretty sure this purchase was fueled by the tourist's souvenir frenzy but I don't mind having it around. They simply ask you for your name, then you go walk around the park while they paint your name and you can come back to see how it turned out later.

I thought the stand was personally run by the artist herself, but it turns out they have a website where you can even order art online.

Kevin Oriental Name Art (Resized)

There's the design. (Click for larger image) According to the brochure they handed out, the symbols mean:
  • Sun: hope, faith, and love
  • Dragonfly: dream
  • Bird: peace
  • Ship: perspective (K)
  • Rainbow: promise, love, hope, and peace
  • Crane: longevity and noble mindedness (E)
  • Cactus: patience and hope (I)
  • Mountain: perseverence and stoicism
  • Dragon: honour, credit, bravery and pride

    I definitely like the birds and the mountain, and I like the Japanese-y vibe of the dragon. My sister actually got one of these done even longer back when we visited Victoria, BC. Her name sports other symbols like dolphins, lighthouse, shrimp (a rather ornate one at that), and some tangle of flowers which I think are orchids. Unfortunately she lost the symbol sheet so we can't know for sure what dolphins are supposed to stand for.

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    I'm dismayed to find that BPT is still down for the count. In the meantime I've assembled a few quizzes on Sporcle, and I'm still trying to get some iSketch in whenever possible.
  • November 12, 2009

    Clairgustance

    Injecting lab rats everyday is more stressful than I thought it would be, although the source of the stress is less the actual working with the animals and more the other aspects of the lab. Strange inconsistent equipment and shortage of testing chambers create time constraints which result in me having to wait for everyone else to finish before I can use them. The actual testing session only takes an hour, but I don't get to leave until 6pm or later because I have to wait for the equipment to become available. Juggling 2-3 different experiments at the same time, although each not that bad on their own, gets really taxing after a while. I seriously better get a break next semester seeing as I've pretty much overclocked the hours I need to spend at the lab per week.

    In other news, I decided to quickly skim through all the files of Pokemon I've played before and see who my main team members were and if the way I name my team has changed at all. Some of these were on the R4 that I started just to get a certain version exclusive or whatnot. Sadly I found that my file on the Pokemon Yellow cartridge apparently got corrupted and the data was gone.
    :(

    So I guess, like the meme goes, let me show you them:

    Blue - Dude
  • Charming - Charizard
  • Flitter - Butterfree
  • QT - Lapras
  • Thunder - Pikachu
  • Puffy - Pidgeot

    Silver - Ellix
  • Cinder - Quilava
  • Gaiety - Eevee
  • Whoopah - Quagsire
  • Fleecy - Flaaffy
  • Lufia - Lugia

    Sapphire - Kev (M)
  • Gex - Sceptile (M)
  • Torrent - Kyogre
  • Blitz - Manetric (F)
  • Gaiety - Latias (F)
  • Bahamut - Salamence (M)

    Ruby - Gingly (M)
  • Atash - Blaziken (M)
  • Masa - Flygon (M)
  • Jasper - Starmie
  • Ikshu - Gardevoir (F)
  • Raiden - Manetric (M)

    FireRed - Gingly (M)
  • Piers - Blastoise (M)
  • Saxon - Nidoking (M)
  • Flutter - Butterfree (M)
  • Zhong - Arcanine (M)
  • Elysia - Raichu (F)
  • Tien - Dragonite (M)

    Diamond - Ellix (M)
  • Fervis - Infernape (M)
  • Ethos - Azelf
  • Zing - Luxray (F)
  • Brumey - Empoleon (M)
  • Larch - Torterra (M)
  • Tatsuo - Dragonite (M)

    Pearl - Exia (F)
  • Sunny - Infernape (M)
  • Sai - Scizor (M)
  • Tesla - Jolteon (F)
  • Cavall - Lucario (M)
  • Eddy - Blastoise (M)
  • Loren - Alakazam (M)
  • Zoba - Garchomp (M)

    Platinum - Exill (M)
  • Wolder - Torterra (M)
  • Kenzo - Lucario (M)
  • Wyvern - Salamence (M)
  • Arroya - Blastoise (F)
  • Zener - Espeon (M)

    HeartGold - Xei (M)
  • Tomaw - Feraligatr (M)
  • Qi - Alakazam (M)
  • Amber - Ampharos (F)
  • Shiro - Dragonite (M)
  • Mushi - Scizor (M)
  • Agni - Arcanine (M)

    EDIT: (May 6, 2010) Update~

    SoulSilver - Ellix (M)
  • Jasper - Typhlosion (M)
  • Liodora - Ampharos (F)
  • Lazuri - Vaporeon (M)
  • Machis - Sceptile (M)
  • Kyan - Metagross
  • Uluru - Flygon (M)

    EDIT: (May 30, 2012) Update~

    White - Ellix (M)
  • Knick - Haxorus (M)
  • Li - Espeon (M)
  • Guilo - Blastoise (M)
  • Fowler - Archeops (M)
  • Castor - Chandelure (M)
  • Meira - Jolteon (F)
  • Rhizo - Krookodile (M)
  • Minori - Serperior (F)
  • Katusdo - Emboar (M)
  • Ibashi - Samurott (M)
  • December 21, 2008

    ALL OTHERS WILL BE CRUSHERD

    Most intense exam schedule ever. I had to do my first ever true all-nighter. I think I've always had some sleep the night before an exam, even if only for a few hours. Compounding the problem was that they were all cumulative exams covering content from September. The "plus" side was that I ended rather early, allowing me the luxury of having more time to mourn the senseless deterioration of my brain.

    Exam Schedule
    PCL365 - 12/04 - 9:30am-12:30pm - GB304 - Toxicology Lab
    PSL302 - 12/09 - 9am-12pm - BN2N - Physiology
    PCL302 - 12/10 - 9am-12pm - EM119 - Pharmacodynamics
    CLA204 - 12/10 - 7-9pm - East Hall, UC - Classical Myth
    LMP363 - 12/11 - 9am-12pm - RW229 - Pathobiology
    BCH370 - 01/13 - ? - ? - Biochemistry Lab

    The three day chunk officially doesn't count as a conflict. As well, all of the tests (except for physiology) were short answer format, not MC. Unfortunately, unlike the spring term exams, there is no studying week beforehand. However starting next year a modified schedule is being implemented which allows for a few days of studying before the fall exams, but taking some away from the week before the spring exams to compensate. There's also this strange November break added in which I guess would help for the midterm crunch. A lot of these new breaks also count the weekend, so 5-day breaks are really more of 3-day breaks. I guess the weekend breaks apply more for university staff than students.

    I would say although this was the most stressful semester by far, with six courses and some type of evaluation every week since the end of September, the content of the courses learned seemed more satisfactory. It's probably because we're starting to learn more about new content that we haven't been taught in detail about before. The courses are beginning to overlap somewhat too.

    I took classical myth as an elective, and I would say that the learning experience is much less enjoyable and impressionable as it was in high school. The whole course was to essentially memorize everything in this textbook and then spill out names, terms and essays in a short amount of time. Perhaps I'm just not as used to this style of learning. I was surprised because this course is apparently in high demand, and for this past semester the waitlist in September after classes started had about 100 people. A lot of the myths that I was more intimate with from high school were glossed by in a very bare-bones manner. Of course the text was very informative and contained all the necessary details about the myths, but didn't seem to give much importance or emotion to the stories. But I guess you can't really demand much more in a university setting.

    Anyway all of that is done now. There is another week or so to do non-school stuff before preparing for January midterm and labs.

    "Non-school stuff" includes:
    iSketch
    osu!
    Sporcle
    FAILBlog

    Also to remind you about all the shovelling you had to do:

    Snow Storm Dec '08
    Approximately the amount of snow that fell so far this weekend, according to my backyard table.

    February 08, 2008

    IL NOSTRO MONDO STVPIDO

    Viva Ticket to Hell


    Somehow this week has managed to be the culmination of almost everything that I initially feared could go wrong with taking public transit during winter. Compared to this, the fiasco on Friday could be a mere passable event.

    Highlights of the week include:
    ● Almost being late for a midterm
    ● Being late for a lab session
    ● Being trapped on a VIVA bus for over three hours
    ● Almost missing Chinese New Year's Eve dinner
    ● The most hours ever spent studying on a public transit vehicle in a single week
    ● Writing a midterm for the worse course I have ever taken

    Initially, I thought that the storm this week would be way more mild than last week, with less snowfall but a chance of freezing rain. As a lesson learned I immediately registered the Winter Storm Hotline into my cellphone. Sadly, the storm ended up being very wet and voluminous...

    Wednesday morning provided a little scare as one of the ever fragile subway stations decided it would lose all power, grinding the whole line to a halt. However this is not all that unusual, and luckily that was the only interruption that morning. I normally arrive over an hour before the start time of the miderm, and I managed to arrive before the midterm started.

    Later that day, there was an optional review session for the pharmacology course from 5-6. Initially I wasn't going to attend due to the professor being notorious for creating more confusion and havoc in her "clarifications", but in the end I stayed...for a reason best left unbiased by hindsight.

    Because of this, upon reaching Finch station at 6:59pm, there ensued a great one hour wait in the snowstorm, by now at its peak. At least I had practice from last week. But the reason for the delay was that there was apparently some major series of accidents north along Yonge, causing a blockade immediately along the VIVA route. No buses arrived until an hour later, during which time amassed a sizable amount of snow on the platform, people in the station, and water in my shoes. Although during this time I was able to see flashes of lightning in the sky, which is apparently really rare during snowstorms.

    Since the whole Finch/Yonge intersection was literally frozen in place, the bus driver headed up normally along Yonge, but reached an impasse at Clark station, where we too remained immobile for an hour. In addition to freaking about about having a lab the next day and a midterm on Friday, there was a man onboard who seemed to be suffering from a mental disorder which caused him to scream shrilly every now and then, effectively scaring the hell out of everyone on board.

    There eventually formulated a plan to divert the bus through some residential streets and connecting to Bayview via John St., before turning back towards Richmond Hill Center. Awesome, let's inch along the road faster, please. Unfortunately, the plan, although with very good intentions I'm sure, involved driving into one-lane roads and over a very steep hill. This effectively amounted to being trapped in the bus for a further two hours.

    During this time the atmosphere on the bus instead grew rather relaxed as we all accepted our fates in the blue-coloured tomb. Everyone grew accustomed to the random wailing of the aforementioned fellow. However, another dilemma was still present, which was that today was Chinese New Year's Eve. The tradition says that on Chinese New Year's Eve, you must dine together with your family in order to ensure good luck for the new year, a rule that my family adamantly abided by. It's either that or be cursed for the rest of the year or something. As it was currently about two hours from the end of the day, you can see why the frequency of stressful phone calls I received from home was increasing.

    My father was previously stuck on the roads too but eventually reached Richmond Hill Center and we drove home. After spending about 5 minutes charging back and forth up the driveway which by now was covered in a foot of snow, our family had Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at 11:15pm.

    The following day involved arriving late for the lab, rushing in short-breathed followed by a few other stragglers, but understandably we were still allowed to write the quiz normally administered at the beginning of the session and granted a zero if you were late.

    Friday was a whole different dimension of stress. This involved the pharmacology midterm. However, this was no ordinary midterm. It was also no ordinary course. PCL201, up until last year, was effectively a bird course (well, as bird-course-y as life sci courses can go at UofT). This year, there was a new professor. And she decided to do things her way. This includes:

    ● Being excessively rude towards her students. She seems to view every reasonable request as a threat to her position or status, belitting us for wanting things that every other professor willingly provides.
    ● This includes lecture slides which she provides in a format which requires a magnifying glass to read without permanent damage to the eyes. When students made the request to change the format, or at least provide the Powerpoint so that the students could do it themselves, she outright refused.
    ● The lecture slides consist of cut and paste from what seems like Google Search images.
    ● She makes many, many mistakes during her lecture. She mixes up very important terms such as "hydrophobic" and "hydrophilic" which can totally change one's understanding of a concept, as well as mixing up drug names (Digoxin? Dioxin? Didroxin?).

    Obviously the last straw came when marks were directly involved, as is always the case in UofT, it seems. The class average on the simple 10 question MC quizzes were dramatically low. They were the kind of quizzes that are simply supposed to "make you review" and allow you to get 10/10 on for almost every one. Most of the more adamant students appealed to the student council for pharmtox and they actually held a student meeting for the issue. Now that the midterm has passed, no doubt there will be an even greater source of enmity towards the professor.

    As of yesterday, over 50 people had dropped the course. Which makes one sarcastically wonder what retake % this course will receive at the end of this semester.

    Luckily on a much lighter note, tomorrow is the day of the VGL concert in Toronto! Hooray. As well, I just bought Our Dumb World today which is written by The Onion, and it is basically the best book in the world on the world.

    On a more grave note, there is an organic chem midterm next week. Owch.

    December 14, 2007

    Preproinsulin

    Dec 4:
    ANT253 Language and Society
    - Midterm, Essay

    Dec 10:
    BCH210 Introductory Biochemistry
    - Exam

    CLA206 Ancient Astronomy
    - Exam

    Dec 12:
    BIO250 Cell and Molecular Biology
    - Exam

    Dec 14:
    CHM220 Physical Chemistry for Life Sciences
    - Exam

    Finished...really need a break now...and sleep. Started drinking a lot of tea in the past few weeks, but managed to not drink a single cup of coffee or can of energy drink.

    Main thing I leave these courses with:
    Anthro - Zipf's Law is the answer to everything.
    Biochem - Blueberries are high in antioxidants. Eat them. Also, COX.
    Astro - You succeed in science by stealing other people's works and theories. Sadly this goes back even to Ancient Greece. Nowadays you can even get a Nobel Prize if you pull it off well enough.
    Biology - I still need to do this next semester. Lab nights suck because I get home at 11pm and don't feel like studying afterwards.
    Phys Chem - Kill me if I need to take another phys chem course ever.

    Time to catch up on animé and reading.

    October 31, 2007

    GER PICK-UP

    So right now is way past the time when you realize university isn't fun. The first sets of midterms have already passed, and the next set starts soon. I have a biology writing report which demands you stuff information found in a ten-page scientific article into three single-sided double-spaced pages. An astronomy project expects me to be able to fully identify constellations in the sky...we are in Toronto, and it seems the professor hasn't noticed the little quirks about Toronto's sky, which is that there are no stars, only smog.

    Earlier this month someone had a seizure during a phys chem lecture, which obviously caused a big clamor. Right after that I went to astronomy, and someone shouted "Call a doctor!" after the guy beside her "fell unconsious" and dropped the bottle he was holding. Personally, it just looked like he fell asleep, not unconscious...

    In regards to commuting, I have sadly witnessed a sharp increase of subway beggars, who jump to and fro between subway cars pushing their Tim Hortons cup into your face as they pass while you're sleeping. I guess it is very effective as all the people around you have already been concentrated into a small area for you.

    Also recently, the revelations about finding high levels of lead in products is really confusing to me. A few months ago everyone was happy with their toy cars and building blocks, and then suddenly everything has too much lead in it. It's as if quality testing just realized "Holy crap, we forgot to test for lead" and then found out everything had a lot of lead. I wonder if this was like when we found out that saturated fats were bad, and that everything actually had saturated fats.

    This month is also Nintendo freebie month. They sent me a spiffy pack of DS Lite styluses a long while ago for my Brain Age 2 purchase. They're also sending out some Wii Remote jackets for people who actually still have problems not treating the remotes like a javelin.



    However the change in publishers for Nintendo Power I do not like as much, as they no longer give you the option to choose a free gift when you resubscribe to the magazine, only a barebones website which forces you to get a player's guide you really don't need.

    Also, contemplating SSBB:



    This is what happens when I wait too long to post.

    September 18, 2007

    Doing Jap

    Man, weirdest RT ride ever. The two people to my left were avidly chatting with sign language, the lady sitting across from me had these huge scratches along her chest and one huge red mark down her face, and the old man sitting to my right kept twitching. Worse 15 mins ever.

    In other words, second year is hardcore.

    June 11, 2006

    Mathematical Induction and Physical Conduction

    School. Lots. Sucks. Busy.

    How To Cage A Lion

    According to the Schrodinger Method, I might not be in the actual school during my physics exam. Or something.

    May 27, 2006

    I have pressure!

    Lots and lots of crap coming up basically every day these next few weeks. I hate you so much, most of June.

    In terms of the movies I saw the last week, I felt that The Emperor's Club had really good casting, and The DaVinci Code had not-so-good casting. The Emperor's Club also reflected the concept of karma consistently throughout the movie.

    ...yeah.

    May 02, 2006

    The Matrix Rectangular - Coming [200|7]

    Done...until next week. The torture will be fended off until the Physicalculus test.
    Then the rest of Classical Civ. And then Algeo.

    Conference from Thursday to Sunday = Fun and food. And masses of people draped in bedsheets. Speaking of which, I need to find a bedsheet. And figure out how it works again.

    Can't wait to see if the I EPLACE L UNGE has been fixed.

    From May 2005:
    "It's Conference time tomorrow...off to four days and three nights of fun. I feel less prepared for anything than I did last year. Darn."


    Doesn't look like much has changed. Darn.

    April 25, 2006

    A Fistful of B'DaBalls

    Traditional Chinese Nursery Rhymes

    If You Steal a Needle

    If you steal a needle
    Or steal a thread,
    A pimple will grow
    Upon your head.
    If you steal a dog
    Or steal a cat,
    A pimple will grow
    Beneath your hat.

    Little Cow

    This little cow eats grass,
    This little cow eats hay,
    This little cow drinks water,
    This little cow runs away,
    This little cow does nothing,
    Except lie down all day.
    We'll whip her.

    Funky

    Thursday is Doomsday. Doooom.
    At least now I only have a Chapter 10+11 Chemistry Unit test rather than a Chapter 9+10+11 Unit Test. Along with the Bio Unit test, which COULD have been today, but noooooo making a test later will obviously mean that the questions are gonna be THAT much easier. So instead it was opted to place the Bio Unit Test on the same day as the Bio Competition. Good job.

    April 04, 2006

    A new scientific study shows that scientific studies may cause cancer

    One thing I don't like: Debates.
    Another thing I don't like: The Women of Troy
    Together, they are pretty much a nightmare waiting to happen.

    So, marks get sent away to post-secondary establishments by the end of this week. I don't think I'm able to let myself "slack-off" for the rest of the school year. Fully, anyways. By now, without stress, I feel random symptoms stemming from stress deficiency.

    Bio Presentation, English Presentation, Classical Civ Presentation
    The Real Axis of Evil

    March 29, 2006

    Grumble Pen

    April is always the month for me where all those deadlines set from a long time ago all suddenly pile up and smack you in the face. Especially English and Classics. Eeps.

    Today my parents got back from China and now we have all these fun souvenirs. My favourite is this set of bells that you can hit with a miniature hammer. Also got these cool framed figurines of Zhang Fei and Ma Chao. And a marble stamp! And a baseball cap from the Olympic stadium! *plays with things*

    December 20, 2005

    100% Inelastic Project Expectations

    This week must end. Like, right now. *claps hands twice*


    *checks clock*
    ...Didn't work, did it?

    He's totally going to do this to me.
    Seriously, there IS good stuff in there from time to time.

    December 05, 2005

    He left for an EZ Smoothee

    mIRC Chat
    (Ben174) : If they only realized 90% of the overtime they pay me is only cause i like staying here playing with Kazaa when the bandwidth picks up after hours.
    (ChrisLMB) : If any of my employees did that they'd be fired instantly.
    (Ben174) : Where u work?
    (ChrisLMB) : I'm the CTO at LowerMyBills.com
    *** Ben174 (BenWright@TeraPro33-41.LowerMyBills.com) Quit (Leaving)

    In current news, BIO BIO BIO DOOM.
    That mIRC quotes page distracted me a ton. <_>

    After this I can enjoy my DQ8 and AC:WW in peace.

    November 13, 2005

    Too apathetic to make a post title

    Let's hope none of you are suffering from Acute Senioritis! :o If you are, or think you might be, I have no idea who you should contact, so best look elsewhere.

    On a different note, if physics where to whirl me in a circular pattern at the end of a rope with a velocity of 140 m/s, how long would it take until either the rope snaps or I snap?

    November 06, 2005

    Enthalpy of reaction of a tripeptide as it approaches x=3

    (1) Tomorrow -> Chem Unit Test + Stress . . . . ΔHº=-52901 KJ
    (2) Bio Unit Test + Calc Limits Quiz -> Tomorrow + Panic . . . . ΔHº=-7.94x10^56 KJ

    Target Equ: Tomorrow -> Chem Unit Test + Bio Unit Test + Calc Limits Quiz + Death

    Calculate the enthalpy change.

    Ans: D.N.E.

    October 12, 2005

    He finds no door, only windows. Small windows.

  • School hurts real bad. University application pours salt all over open wounds.
  • I will not eat pickles for a long time. Not that I usually do anyway.
  • I really need to get going on my ISP proposal.
  • Only thing to look forward to is VGL in November.
  • September 09, 2005

    "A bunch of freakshows"

    Yeah, um, Guidance has some issues. With my issues. Because I lined up for 2 hours and 45 minutes today only to have them drop Comp Sci and leave me in AP Physics. I don't want to deal with them anymore...

    On another note, the major patch in Guild Wars has been keeping things interesting, and the AoE3 Demo is out, although for me it has a ton of bugs. Hopefully that'll all be gone in the retail version.